Matryoshka Dam

Photo credit: Randi Anderson

Here no river flows. It trickles, dammed by ranks of matryoshki hoarding their generations. In me the eggs nest one inside the other, yet here no chambers open, here the river slows. I stand in the ranks and hold the flood and hold my children and hoard my blood.

“A Case of General Hypnotism” and More Problems with the Love of Comfort, via Chekhov

A while ago I posted a reflection on “problems with the love of comfort,” as inspired by a scene in Crime in Punishment in which Razumikhin ridicules Zossimov for letting himself get slack in the desire for comforts. Chekhov’s “Gooseberries” seems to go in the same direction — though it doesn’t name the problem as love of … Read more

Nightmare Poem: “Specter of the Cold War, Singing”

Today’s poem was inspired by the Wednesday prompt from Robert Lee Brewer over at Writer’s Digest. The prompt was to write a poem with the title “This Is [fill in the blank],” and I found myself staring down a vision that spooked me and, naturally, begged to be written. It touches on one of my recurring nightmares, … Read more

On the Solemnity of Black Friday

On this sacred day we’ve come en masse to worship a strange and glitzy god in plush robes, electronic halo. From his broad golden hands smelling of perfume and leather pour markdowns, deals and bogos under silver-tinseled signs saying buy now or forever hold your peace. I’ve seen this god and his dazzling twenty-four-carat smile. … Read more

So I finally finished CRIME AND PUNISHMENT.

Wow, wow, WOW. I’ve said many times before that Dostoevsky is one of my all-time favorite novelists. I read The Brothers Karamazov almost two years ago and was stunned by his prophetic voice, as well as the strength and multidimensionality of his characters. It’s true that reading his works does require some patience from the modern … Read more